R.

2009-12-16T18:00:00.015+08:00

2009-12-14T00:50:00.005+08:00

and that's all for my 9th decemeber pics.
tsk.
its 13 alr, and i've haven't started uploading 10th dec ones.
anyway.
railway mall subby wo study with huizhen + fish + cheryl
i think my eye is hindering my progression, like ttm.
asshole, my eyelids were so heavy i need to rest my eye -.-

PLEASE BE OKAY BY TMR FOR GOODNESS SAKE D:

and i'm damnnnnnnnnnn looking forward to jan2/3/4
whichever day sylvialiew is gonna pick.
WHEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE.
its like SG tourists' attractions amazing race?!?!?!
hahhaha!
might not be updating tmr,
maybe i will but without pics?

morning: meet ronnietan?
afternoon: meet sylvialiew
night: meet ronnietan, STUDY!

if my eye is still not fully recovered tmr,
im gonna look like some stupid kuku with shades indoor again -.-

and its not the first time something like this happened :/

GOODLUCK TO YOUR PAPER TMR! :*

MOM Ytd: +20
-10 my relatives left before i woke up D:
-20 stupid eyeeeeeeeeeeee.
+30 mugging was fun! cheryl is retarded!
+10 my mum is really cute, HAHAHA! shall upload the pic someday.
-20 sigh :(

MOM Today: +10

Things to pray for, NOW!
1. No more goals, keep it at 3!
2. my eye to recover by tmr!
3. Daddy and Ronnietan to win lottery :D
*i did pray okay, must share your winnings with me*

AM SOOOO LOOKING FORWARD TO TMR XD XD XD

2009-12-13T14:49:00.000+08:00

Imagination is the most beautiful thing.

40 at heart -.-

2009-12-13T00:46:00.010+08:00

you wanna see my pictures? NEH. swollen eye today :c
but i got pics from past few days thou!
and i'll be leaving sg on 19 and be back on 28,
will save some posts and publish it thou,
thank me by clicking on my ads hokay! (:

somehow, this year passed SUPER FAST.
like the fastest.
people always say, time passes a lot more faster than usual when you're enjoying.
true or not?
its more of a mix to me,
but, im contented (and should be) with what i have right now.
but isn't it human nature to always ask more? ;)

"now, open your eyes REALLY wide okay!"

was at popular this afternoon with my relatives,
and i still can't stop my habit of reading those memoirs,
*anyway, i still think i'm too mature for my age -.-*
see how much more blissful we are than others.

and we went town to look at the decorations,
love the blue ones!

i like all these off-colour/ too-much-flash/ stupid-reflection photos so much more compared to those normal pics i took.

Sweetheart!
sorry i can't make your wish come true, but we can still have lunch/dinner tgt if you want to? (:

MOM Ytd: +10
+10 nobody wake me up for breakfast, slept till i shuang. whoo
-10 damn tiredddd in the afternoon
+30 nap nap! XD
+20 webcam-ed with cuzzzzzzz
+20 thanks for your reply to my pm ;)
-50 i was wondering, and i found out the reason why.

MOM today: +20

SYLVIALIEW.
stupid pig, must be sleeping when i called you. asshole! go to the link i sent you hokay! :D

RONNIETAN.
i got like so many things to tell you.
and i'm damn sure i'll forget like 80% of what i wanna say when we meet up :(
sigh...........................................

i think my font look super big today :s

2009-12-12T01:00:00.004+08:00

even now, there's this natural reaction of "oh, Ctrl Z?" when something goes wrong,
miss a bus cause you peed before leaving your hse.
wanted to make your hair look better but end up screwing it up.
saying the wrong things at the wrong time.
and the list goes on,

quotes are just as evil as music can be.

2009-12-11T23:59:00.003+08:00

was looking thru my tumblr.
and i found this pic, but somehow, it doesn't really say what im feeling etc. i dk what i talking.
im going to bed after this.
and leave my mum alone in the living room, she sleeps later than me every night -.-
anyway, im adding in some of my favs that i can think of right now.

The Best Things in Life.
1. Accidentally overhearing somebody saying smth nice abt you.
2. Waking up realising you have a few more hours left before your alarm rings.
3. Making new friends while spending time with the old ones.
4. Holding hands with someone you care about.
5. Taking long, hot showers.
6. Knowing that somebody cares and misses you.
7. Good hair day.
8. Sugar-rush/ Not-enough-sleep days when you just laugh at every little shit. "There's a sticker on the wall, HAHAHAHAHHAHA"
9. Putting "If I were to die tmr, what will your last words be for me?" as my pm and getting sweet replies ;)

even from friends i RARELY talked to during sec school days.
maybe in my whole sec sch life, i talked to her like less than 20times, i swear.
shall post some up some day, thou i'm not very sure if all is saved :/
aiya, will just post whatever i have with me.
if you didn't notice my pm, you can start replying me, before i die. hahahahhaa.

Ebon is making my waffle :D

rina: everybody tying scorpian today leh.
mel: i can see you know.
rina: cheryl also.
mel: cheryl got enough hair meh?
so meannnnn! ><>

MOM Ytd: +80

-30 i slept for bloody 3hrs before forcing myself to get up and do freaking LMS
-20 i was bloody nervous, and there were red&purple patches of blood clots? all over my limbs :(
-30 i slept at most 5hours on average every bloody night and all i get is a "maybe B+?"
+20 Jap lesson is FUN today!
+20 my relatives reached sg like 3ish this afternoon!
+20 got my earpiece! XD
-50 i don't like you today

MOM today: +10

there is bunch of guys who were walking out of the toilet.
"wah, fashion show sia."
i look in their direction.
and they were all staring at Miki Sensei.
HAHAHAHAHA!
she look chio today! basically everyday, today chio-er
which teacher wears shades to class?
HAHAHAHA!

and my mum forced food into my mouth despite me constantly screaming "I BRUSHED MY TEETH ALR" -.-

SYLVIALIEW! SO HOW?
don't be so lazy to bath laa :D
come on, gu gu ji bai :D

2009-12-11T07:31:00.002+08:00

time: 5.30AM
activity: steal my sister's puppet do LMS.
fuck i slept at ard 2.45 last night -.-
anyway.

i wonder what happened from 2 to 3 ytd.
gonna bath and start preparing now before my group mates kill me for being late again.
anyway, SCHOOL STARTS AT 1PM LOH :(
sigh, blame it on the last-min DNA in all of us -.-

PAIPAI. (that's byebye)

Jiale er!
HAHAH! evon took that picture of us, then she keep saying "omg, i scare i drop off to the road."
HAHHAHA! so we just get into some random positions asap.
nehmind laa! good enough right?! :D

2009-12-10T14:34:00.006+08:00

9th December. too many pics. wil upload slowly. maybe when im in m'sia ;)

this is kind of freaky.
like my blog hits suddenly increase from the usual 50 - at most 80,
to 150.
gonna fetch my sister ard 12AM at WS later. sians. hopefully, she can help me with my kns video before going to bed. guess i would be sleeping at some 3AM again -.- for the fourth time this week -.-

see how irritating she is.
my sis is back tonight.
leaving ytd's pics to some day else.
lalala.
bye.

AND I LOVE SYLVIA LIEW.
THANKS FOR WHAT YOU DID UH. HAHAHA! <3

MOM Ytd: +130
-10 i think i screwed up FABM i dk why
-10 brought stupid heels and blazer to sch
+20 got my camera a case like finally!
-50 sigh, what went wrong?
+10 my sister came back
+20 i love talking to momma :D
-20 really broke right now T.T
-50 i hate fb. fuck it. don't ask me to create an acc. go and die.
+10 my relatives are coming tmr!
-20 lhl can't come :(
+40 my blog hits shocked me today ttm

MOM today: +80

hey babe, cheer up okay?
i'll always be here if you need somebody to talk to.
<3

Keep it above 100!!

2009-12-10T02:26:00.003+08:00

MOM Ytd: +70
+20 FABM-HOM Intergrated proj is SOOO exciting!! XD
+40 udders with my aunties after school!
JIALE ER! we are your fav colour! ;)
-20 Don't be sad la, i broke your heart but i give you mine okay? :D

MOM today: +130

2009-12-09T02:12:00.002+08:00

SYLVIALIEW.
TEXT ME THE MOMENT YOU SEE THIS.
BETTER BE BEFORE 9/12 ENDS IF NOT I SMACK YOU.
LALALA.

2009-12-08T15:22:00.013+08:00

is this super adorable or super adorable?
I WANTTTTTTTT. GET FOR ME OKAY? HAHA

image heavy, very heavy o.o

i like this!!

must stop spending, like seriously.
i've already spent $93 since the first day of december till now.
just this month -.-
how evil can online shopping get?
and there's more to come.
+19.90 mama's xmas gift
+8.50 f. i really want this earpiece -.-
+29.90 should i get this?
+ other xmas gifts
+ lunchies&shopping&K with all my lovelies
glad i was saving before all these.
damn.
estimated damage: > $200

MOM ytd: +10
+10 yay i wasn't late
+20 excited abt the shirt :D:D:D
-30 why am i so nice -.- now i need to pay extra for normal postage. when i can have free reg. postage -.-
+20 STEAK! :D
-30 fucking video
-10 can't find that damn it song.
+10 finally my sister is coming back. somebody to pack my clothes.
+20 my relatives are coming on the 11 ;)
+50 RONNIETAN CAN COOK OMG.
thou its only instant noodles, im surprised x10000000000000
so, when do i get to taste it huh?? :D

MOM today: +70

mum: what did you guys do today?
sis: shopping loh.
mum: did you get anything?
sis: i was staying in the hotel all the while, lazy
*WTF? WHO CAN BE LAZY TO SHOP?*
mum: then you didn't buy anything at all?
sis: i bought an amulet

-.- i'll definitely strangle her when she's back on the 10th. kns.

2009-12-08T02:42:00.004+08:00

too many pictures. see the rest tmr.

MOM Ytd: 0
+10 busy editing my tumblr skin.
-30 4 hours of sleep last night
+10 crashing fish's hse
-10 almost died doing all work
+40 had fun looking for pictures for myself/ lms
-10 bought the same magazine again.

MOM today: +10

If you can own a super power, what would it be?

2009-12-06T21:16:00.004+08:00

see my hair poking out of the tee?

studying with these girls was definitely more fruitful than what i thought it'd be.
^^v

and he asked,
"How do you know if a bunch of girls are good friends?"

"they go to the toilet tgt?"
"so you wanna sit there till they go toilet?
no, they giggle.
do you realise? they giggle over every little thing!
omg! that guy is so hot! HEHEHEHE
you think you very chio is it? HEHEHEHE
do you think you'll still see this in workplaces?
the giggles decreases as girls grow older.
well, for guys, they punch each other.
that's what close friends do to each other right?"

and i fell in love with Lilo and Stitch again (:

MOM Ytd: +20
+50 studying with those assholes :D
+10 getting the definition of GDP and GNP locked in my head! ;)
-100 im still thinking of what to do
+20 Lilo and Stitch <3

MOM today: 0

I think i ran out of goodbyes.

2009-12-05T23:47:00.005+08:00

the new editor is *(&^$&#@#@$#%^&*
i just changed it back -.-

Changed my post editor

trying to learn how to use it.

giving me some troubles, cause i need to upload pictures one by one :/

but i swear its damn fast.
hmmmmmm, no choice.

anyway. much thanks to my jiale er and fishie :D

MOM Ytd: -80

+10 9hours of sleep! ;)
+50 cause i rmbed how you saved me! soooooooo sweet ttm *inserts thousands XD faces*
-20 i woke up realising its still on my mind o.o
-10 keep lan-ing -.-
-50 fannnnnnnnnnnnnn ttm
+30 it's gonna be over real soon! :D
+10 meeting fish to study tmr!
+30 at the thought of vodka+sprite+pool with everybody!
+50 ronnietan! you know whatever you did for the test. ALL the answers are the exact same as what my mum chose?! HAHAHAHA!
*should ask sylvialiew to try :D*

MOM today: +20

mum: did you get any thick clothing?
sis: nooo.
mum: why?!
sis: all not nice one, then very weird.
mum: YOU STILL WANNA BE PICKY WHEN YOURE FREEZING?!
sis: im wearing my coach's and my friend bought me one.

* wth, her friend buy one not weird laa -.- *

mum: shoe leh?
sis: very pain leh.
mum: ask you wear the other pair you don't want -.-
sis: i'm wearing my friend's one now

she can go and die seriously -.-
and i think she reached huang shan by now alr :/

AND SHE HAVEN'T BUY ANY KITTY STUFF FOR ME YET D:
i hope ah tao did :D

"Teddy Bears value harmony and want to be accepted or liked by others. To teddy bears, relationships are of great importance while their own goals are of little importance. They will give up their goals and let the other person achieve his or hers."

and Laurence Kuek went on to explain.
" you see teddy bears cute cute furry furry very fun to play with.
but do you think they are happy? only you are when you are playing with them.
you play with them, you get sick of them, bully them, throw them aside when you get tired of them, or their limitations.
but the teddy bear kept quiet cause they want you to be happy and be sad quietly.
you think they are happy?"

quite exaggerating but awwwwwww~ right?
so cuteeeeeeee *not him, teddy bears -.-
i like the way he teach us! ;)

this is "ouch-not-feeling-well" handwriting, so just ZIP! if you wanna comment on it okay.

2009-12-04T13:36:00.003+08:00

The greater the attachment, the greater the fear.

i think i've been facing jap too much this week.
its kinda killing me,
and causing my tummy to feel very weird :(
and my head feels heavy.
ahhhhhhhhh :(
i feel so uncomfortable okay.

current location: Library Lvl5 desk

SURPRISE! :D

Enjoyed? (:
hehe.

Just realised i have some pics in my cam from ytd.

MOM Ytd: 0

-10 woke up late
+10 whipped cream on coffee
+20 LMS
+20 meeting ronnietan
-10 Jap :/
-80 after "taken" feeling
+40 succeeded in surprising lingyin
-60
-10 couldn't reach you

MOM today: -80

my heart was pumping quite fast,
all the way from i-dk-when till i got home to put down my stuffs.
and all the way on bus,
i feel what i felt after watching taken.
afraid, scared, of i dk what,
i just keep grabbing onto my stuff.

and on the way back home, it was beating heavily.
like its another 10kg heavier.
exaggerating i know, but that's the diff.

i wonder whats wrong with my heartbeat today.
maybe its due to my diet.
i've not been drinking much water recently.
and the only food i had today was:

12PM Makan Place's Chicken Rice, Yeo's Green Tea
1PM Hot Hazelnut Coffee with Whipped Cream
6PM Yeo's Soya Bean
9PM Glass of Water
11PM Slice of Choco Mint Cake

to think i didn't feel hungry for the whole day.
after eating the chicken rice.

and
i couldn't reach you after that.
and
i flipped some coins today.
i was happy with the answer but i forgot what i'd asked :/

fishie, you know i did?

i think i can talk to you by monday(:
till then..

time check: 2.49AM
current activity: munch on BBQ chicken wings + play minesweeper
activity later on: brush teeth again.
updated MOM: -70
* +10 bbq chicken wings*

how can i control my temptation.
i was darn full when i reach home,
so i kinda stared at it for 10secs and walk off with my saddest face.
but the smell just kept seducing me,
tao yan.

bye.

Happy Birthday

2009-12-04T00:20:00.002+08:00

LINGYIN!

enjoy your day alrights? (:
stay crazy as always! :D:D:D

2009-12-03T13:42:00.007+08:00

bye bitch.
ask you to get more clothes you don't want.
-12°C shuang hoh.
and that's the temperature in the noon -.-
luckily her teacher is there to help her shop for more thick clothing -.-

life's so unfair :(
she get to go china for free when its snowing.
but i think i'll become some ice-pop when i reached there anyway ._.

if you think missing me is hard, you should try missing you..

no, its not for my sister -.-
and the colours just seem so familiar.

MOM Ytd: +30

+10 finally not late for lessons, for the whole day, ignore the part where i skipped lecture
+50 the call last night made me feel like how it was in the past (:
-100 maybe its the weather, maybe its pms, maybe its me
+10 to know that my sister is doing well over there

MOM today: 0

i wonder why i feel happy every time i wait for you to end.
this is sick mannnnnnnnnnnnn.
blissfully sick <3

we all have this genes, that causes us to mistreat ourselves.
because we don't believe, god will treat us this good.
that's why, when we get closer to true happiness,
we fear.
we don't believe or even feel that we don't deserve this.
we will then try to test it, see where is its limits.
unknowingly, we will end up mistreating our own happiness.

and the password is his surname and birthdate

2009-12-02T21:44:00.006+08:00

i like fish's watch ;)

and cheryl's aims! ;)

MOM Ytd: +50

+10 find $10 in my bag
+20 realising that i only have MAEC for CT
-10 ronnietan! ask yourself why :C
-30 having to think about that
-10 realising i've forgotton quite a number of bday dates :s

MOM today: +30

anyway, ytd's matter.
1. couz stuff,
he's a malaysian, and was supposed to get this scholarship,
but he didn't, cause he isn't a malay,
how unfair can this get?

2. the god's statue in the altar
mum realised that the part where he can get up the horse is damn clean,
like no dust at all.

mum: eh, you go see the statue, the part where he get down/ up the horse, very clean leh.
dad: aiya, he comes down to walk around when he's free ma

how cool is that?!

3. see what clara and jiale sent me!

oh ya, anyway, you might have notice the bday dates by the side.
sadly, i've forgotton many of my lovelies' bday.
thanks to LG -.-
anyway, drop me a offline msg when's your bday hokay? (:

Not my day?

2009-12-02T01:36:00.009+08:00

leftovers from ytd.

DoraS the ExplorerS

MOM this afternoon: +10
+10 clara and jiale were being such sweethearts today
+50 yay
-20 couz's matter
+50 to know that all these years, you were really here and still are (:
+20 to knowing the truth
-80
+10 at least i know to me, it can be back to how it was anytime, anywhere.

MOM for the day: +50

shall elaborate tmr

you know, i really need to talk to you.
tell me what to do, give me hints?
or do the usual thing you do, let me wake up not rmbing anything from the day before.
few more days, and i can really talk to you.
anyway, i know you're reading this right? (:

2009-12-01T11:02:00.003+08:00

i woke up at 9 thinking i have class at 11.
sorry.

i still can't help but feel somewhat unfair. sigh.
MOM -20 : +10

If you don't risk anything, you risk even more.

2009-12-01T02:13:00.005+08:00

MOM Ytd: 0

+10 wasn't late for school (yay! late for lecture to get breakfast thou)
-10 cheryl forgot my notes
+10 yummy breakfast
-10 hiccup fucking loudly in LT, blessed by my lecturer -.- (it worked)
-10 unexpected "surprise" -.-
+10 camwhored (today's theme is zoom really in)
+10 lunchie with market aunties
+10 last day of work!
-10 didn't managed to get that chio bag
-10 sneakers hurt a lot
-10 kaobei lady
+10 ogled at the damn chio swarovski hp strap
-10 unexpected amount of customers today
+10 easy housekeeping ;)
+10 mummy promised to go take a look at it with me = she pay :x
+10 i love my lashes today.
-10 im still hiccuping :/
+10 ronnietan is meeting me tmr :D

i left this out on the 28th.
+10 my mascara is tearproof! ;)

MOM today: +30

2009-11-29T23:43:00.010+08:00

i think my thumb looks like a big head doll.

i dk why my legs like that -.- i was trying to pull him back for the photo. i look like some drawn out cartoon.

his crispy chickens were darn it nice, and i love my fish thingy sauce! (:
around the same price, but definitely worth so much more than pastamania which is like ^&^%%@#$%^&^E$$

tiramisu ;) i, no we gobbled up my apple crumble before i rmb to take a picture of it.

i think im somehow force to say this but thanks fish -.- :x

MoodOMeter Ytd: +10
-10 why the sudden increase in price :c
-10 nobody wanna watch movie after i dl them :c
+10 last day of work tmr (:

i can't think of other things that make me happy today sia :/

+10 cheryl gonna print notes for me ;)
-10 ronnietan's class starts at 9 tmr :(
+10 meeting market aunties for lunchie tmr (:
- 10 1-4 how?

MOM today: 0

2009-11-29T00:38:00.003+08:00

apparently, my sister is sick -.-

i wanna make a happiness meter, just like that one you see in newpaper.

METER:
+10 - 43rd Monthsary
+10 - proper date&shopping after so long
-10 - forgetting how many months is it.
-10 - forgot to charge camera
+10 - silly jokes, stupid comments and actions
-10 - silly jokes, stupid comments and actions
+10 - yummy food
+10 - great service
+10 - treated dinner
+10 - seeing me home then going back to town
-10 - knowing where we stand/stood
-10 - knowing the truth
-10 - checking my phone every now and then

overall: +10

2009-11-27T21:09:00.004+08:00

my youngest sister is crying like shit cause she's gonna miss band camp -.-
because we are going to malaysia to visit this relative who just had a pretty major heart operation.

sis: *crys and complains*
mum: *explains*
sis: then if dont go, *sobs* can get tortise a not? *sobs* ... no fur one. *sobs*

*HAHAHAHA WTF?*
*sms from sick sis who's in the room*
" what the hell she crying for sia? so noisy >< " mum: so if nobody take care of the tortise, the tortise dies, you are the murderer hoh.
sis: you everyday at home.... *sobs*

mum: but its your responsibility! if the tortise dies and come back to haunt you, you don't come crying to me.
sis: *cries*

mum: if the tortise dies, you are the murderer, then im the accomplice, you watch a lot of shows right, you know what retribution they have hoh. so when the tortise dies, you will know what will happen to the both of us, we will get retribution for killing the tortise. i don't want to get retribution for helping you get the tortise.

sis: *walks into room crying*
-2 mins later-

mum: you still want tortise a not?
sis: dont want liao *sobs*
mum: you still want i get for you, but you must take care of it wholeheartedly
sis: okay *sobs*
mum: then we must sign contract, tell the tortise that if it dies, its your fault, not mine,
sis: okay *sobs*
mum: the tortise die you not scare meh?
sis: not scare la, *sobs* tortise only *sobs*
mum: human die alr become ghost, yout hink tortise die wont become ghost meh?!
sis: hahaha, *sniff* but still tortise what *sobs*
mum: you know what to feed the tortise not?
sis: your plants.
mum: NO LA! tmr you go search online yourself.
sis: i very tired liao, i go sleep.
mum: cry dao tired liao hoh, should make you cry a bit everyday, so you will sleep early.

and she is still crying, like ten minutes alr.
okay, there's a lot more but im kinda tired.
i believe you guys are too.
anyway, i think its damn funny.
okay, byebye.

2009-11-27T00:19:00.005+08:00

i know this is damn unhealthy for breakfast, but i hate biscuits -.- unless they are butter cookies :D
my egg looks damn chio like a flower hoh?

muah jiiiiiiiiiiiiii

shows that cheri really have no chinese name,
if i got no chinese name, then will they put my chinese name characters as 卓阿拉丁 for me?

what nice boyfriend, took 3hrs and 10mins to reply one msg :/

anyway, hair cut tmr, cross fingers it won't be sucky.
otherwise, i think i'll swallow all the soya bean mama made on wednesday ._.

and, just let me rant a little here.
E-LEARNING SUCKS SHIT (:

anyway, i realise i can't comment on my own blog now :/
i replied felicia the other time, but now i can't.
so..
mel: ya, its from lms! >< HEHE.
fish: HEHEHEHE :D tell story don't tell halfway leh :c no like-key :c

ringring!
me: hello?
mum: eh, the phone repair hao liao.
me: oh, then tmr after you cut my hair we go take.
mum: huh?
me: *repeats*
mum: huh?
me: eh! you don't act blur hoh you!
mum: HEHEHEHE! byebye!

-.- i swear its her.

CHERI! the video is done. how efficient can i get,
of course, you are gonna repay me.. how bout food? :D
yipeeeeeeee.

me: cheri, mel, serena and i, we are going to dining in the dark
ronnie: huh? sound so scary.
me: eat in the dark la! and then, *explains explains*
ronnie: omg, later you get molested in the dark how?
me: ._.

hahahahha! cute right!

2009-11-26T00:24:00.011+08:00

causeway point to fix my asshole-currently-in-rebellious-stage-little-devil sister's phone.
and nokia services sucks like shit, bloodyyyyyyyyy slow.
and i thought it couldn't get any worse -.-

mummy: after they fix it you come and take hoh.
me: huhhhhhhhh. but next week i like start.. eehh, not say start, like got classes, then, aiya, and..
mummy: aiya! i come and take it myself.
me: lurb you ah.

oh, and i have this unglam pic of my sis.
but i guess no one wants to see it, and i'm not that bad okkayyyyyy.

nahs! who am i kidding?! HAHAHAHAHA.
i swear she doesn't know when to shut up.
maybe she never does.
she was yakking ALL THE WAY.
until she got thirsty, then she kept quiet for a bit.
and start complaining she needs a drink -.-

she's trying to act tall and check out my chio hair ;D

uh huh, its the one i did ytd without my necklace/ bracelet

btw, i changed my screen protector, and its fuckingggggg clean now XD
kaixinkaixinkaixin :D:D:D:D:D

note to self: check if my malay-like sister is really my sister when i grow up, even the aunty at OCK commented about it.

aunty: *points at me* your daughter uh?
mummy: uh huh,
aunty: look very alike leh!
mummy: anyway, this one *points at sister* pick up from rubbish bin one. hahahaha!
sister: ehhhh :(
aunty: aiya, don't like that say laa, maybe she look more like daddy

.
she trying to be nice la,
my dad 180cm leh hello. she's what? 140+++?
:( maybe my real sister is somewhere else in this world
:c

HAHAHAHA.

2009-11-25T00:13:00.006+08:00

my cup of whipped cream! i know you all damn excited to see it okay.
here it is, and thanks to leon for doing smth so embarrassing -.-
and i started playing with my hair again.
so gonna cut it tmr.

somehow, i feel like...
i know you care (:

You grow up the day you have your first real laugh - at yourself.

2009-11-24T16:25:00.003+08:00

i am drinking whipped cream now :D
80cents from smooch@72.
WHEEE.

i was whining my head off about how much i feel like drinking whipped cream,
then a bunch of dpa ba-ians came by,
"all of you are nice enough to help me buy a cup of whipped cream right?"

"can i have a cup of whipped cream?"
"huh?! whipped cream??"
"uh huh"
*asks friend* "eh, one cup of whipped cream how to charge?"
"huh?! whipped cream? i don't know, $1.20? $1? aiya, 80cents la!"

its taste yummy you know, just that i finish it like damn fast.
there's like so many holes in it :s

2009-11-24T01:13:00.009+08:00

If the person you are talking to doesn't appear to be listening, be patient. It may simply be that he has a small piece of fluff in his ear.

so cute huh!
this is from some famous, errr, character?
guess guess.
he's orangey-yellow.
wears a red shirt.

its him!

2009-11-22T16:49:00.008+08:00

all these up first.
aunties! will upload in skydrive soon ;)

was at baby's hse today.
and study plan totally failed AGAIN (-.-)
i was damn busy with i-dk-what -.-

thankyou ∞

2009-11-21T22:46:00.002+08:00

to my market aunties:
add me on msn for the pictures.
im still editing :/

The difference between try and triumph is a little umph.

BedRock Dining Workshop

2009-11-21T01:33:00.014+08:00

orange crème brulee

beer?

nah, eewy coffee

i kinda like posted every single picture :/
and its official.
i still feel like killing you (okay, maybe just strangle) when you are always right :/

Do you love me because I'm beautiful, or am I beautiful because you love me?
ain't that sweet? ;)

still learning.

2009-11-20T00:49:00.006+08:00

i think we camwhored a lill too much after we got home.
anyway, lazy to compile others.
maybe when im free.
and i realise,
my sister like to act as thou she's some molester/ or force me to act like one -.-
the bottom left picture above,
is one of the many examples -.-

anyway.
dining workshop was super yummy
omg, the food was damn damn damn niceeeeee.
and i forced myself to drink 2 sips of the red wine *pukes*
white wine was alr on the 'okay-line'
and the red one was even stronger.

the their fries, are the best i've ever eaten in my whole 17years of life.
shoestring fries!
wheeeeee~
next anniversary? (:
hehe
thankyou baby (:

"People take different roads seeking fulfillment and happiness. Just because they're not on your road doesn't mean they've gotten lost."

waitingggggg

2009-11-18T23:06:00.002+08:00

pictures up tmr.

Truth hurts.

2009-11-18T01:02:00.007+08:00

sometimes, i wonder if my parents buy a little too much of chocos.

Monday.

sometimes, i really have this strong urge of killing rina (-.-)

overdue.

now what?
i wanted to tell you, but i know you will start scolding,
maybe this is better..
will be better?

on a happier note, am attending sea awards ceremony with mum tmr.
on a happier-er note, dinning workshop is on thursday ;)
yumyum.

and jiayi sent this to all of us -.-
at 9:52 PM
" This is very last min and crazy, but anybody rly want to try your luck and see meteors tonight at jap gardens "
meteors at 12AM -.-

edited.
right after i click publish. i saw this on limin's blog.
and i saw her today ;)

" And sometimes you have to let them go, not because you suddenly stopped loving
them, but to see if they love you enough to come back. "

2009-11-16T12:16:00.003+08:00

my lovely walking fish market
+ caroline + xueli + geng tao <3
never fail to surround me with laughter ;)

ps: i know my hair very cui that night, like freaking oily -.-

At least i did [:

2009-11-15T01:02:00.004+08:00

Remember, things are always different than the way that you see.

Sometimes, it seems like you are the only one i can talk to,
sharing the same thoughts.
i'm lucky i have you with me ;)

celebrate little successes and cheer about things that make you happy everyday!
it was very sweet of you to make everybody say bye.
was kinda thinking of how you phrase it after i left.
and i found myself smiling, to myself! :D
maybe that wasn't intentional, or maybe it was me.
but, yay! :D
and i saw ng wan lin!
and i didn't expect to see her there o.o
ages since i last saw her manszxszzxxs.
went like, "eh?! you're his sister uh?!!! omg, i didn't know."
come to think of it, they look quite alike huh.

Anger is a vicious monster,
yet we are all living in this angry society.
due to the expectations, perceptions and impatience.

Sadly, anger is contagious :(

2009-11-15T00:15:00.005+08:00

Put yourself in my shoes,
see those things that i've seen,
hear those words that i've heard,
feel the way that i'd felt,
think what went through my mind.
and then,

you can judge me for all you want.

I've got everything I've always wanted
I'm living the dream
So, yeah, everything I've always wanted
Is it always what it seems?

I enjoy Laurence Kuek's lessons very much.
he used to work as a 'motivator'? like Ernest Wong and Adam Khoo.

When there's love, there's fear.
Fear is love out of control.
But who can control love?

it shall be offline.

2009-11-14T01:06:00.006+08:00

was half dead before we had our break.
and after i woke up from a short nap, i realised i capped my pens wrongly.

have you ever feel this strong urge to do something, but afraid you might mess it up again?
playing silly mind games with yourself to see if you should go ahead with it or not.
despite 'No' being the answer for 3 times, you still decided to give it a shot.
woman's intuition?

been constantly giving myself excuses,
'i didn't make the rules clear enough', 'today is friday the 13th'.
yet, when i made up my mind, things didn't happen as planned.

happen to come across this song in my phone.

I’ll be right here where you need me
Anytime just keep believing
And I’ll be right here …
If you ever need a friend 
Someone to care and understand 
I’ll be right here 

All you have to do is call my name
No matter how close or far away
Ask me once and I’ll come, I'll come running
And when I can’t be with you dream me near 
Keep me in your heart and I’ll appear 
All you gotta do is turn around 
Close your eyes, look inside 
I’m right here

Isn’t it great that you know that
I’m ready to go wherever you’re at
Anywhere, I’ll be there

i like life management skills classes [:
The people whom you love most, are those whom you are most careless with words with.

2009-11-13T00:55:00.002+08:00

and i guess its true.
about the H

i hate it when it seems imperfect to others.
i know the imperfections, its enough.
i love the imperfections the way the are, they way they were meant to be.
i think i've been handling too much issues,
that is supposed to be by a 17.

and my personality test?
my age deep inside is 40-45 (-.-)
even my mum's 17

anyway, i always thought fate can be changed.
but mine, sadly, i dont think so.
it'd been like that since..
i dk when?

i like wanted to type smth.
but i guess nuffnang gave me some shit.
thanks uh, cb.

2009-11-12T09:54:00.004+08:00

i know its cut off, but its like:
before divorcing, geminis will go around complaining angrily to everybody.
but like after 2 years or so, if ppl ask again, they will feel

ya, that,

this is my new mirror, yes its black.

happy things:
1. met stella on the bus and she was very sweet to help me take my laptop ;)
2. drinking my fav coffee oreo naoszx

how can i forget my jacket?! D:
brrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr.

November/ December

2009-11-11T13:39:00.001+08:00

10Nov, sign Evon's book thingy
11Nov, dinner with Sylvia
12Nov: Evon's Birthday
21Nov: Np Bus Guide Duty
4Dec, Lingyin's Birthday
CTs
Hols, K with Felicia

2009-11-09T15:14:00.004+08:00

Location: Ourspace @72
Mood: Happy :D

my lappy just hanged on me :(
will be back at blogger after....
my flu's gone?
let's see how things go.
meanwhile.
ask for my wordpress first.

SYLVIALIEW. contact me the moment you see this.
even if its an unearthly hour o.o

edited.
felicia! during dec maybe? hehehehe XD
will be posting at my wp instead,
left you an offline msg alr ;)
lurb you :D

for CHERI and SERENA

2009-11-08T00:06:00.004+08:00

Jerry says:
yo
I have an important mission for you
gather cheri adeline and the rest
meet me sometime before thursday
to sign and write on Evon's birthday BOOK
monday and tuesday...ANY time after 4pm
I'll be in school till late
oh yeah
print photos taken with evon

i wanna print this leh :D
if cheri's nice enough to print this for me
i think i dont have to think of ways to sqeeze printing time into my schedule alr.
CHERI HOH? :x

the crazy man says,
"你知道的太多了"

chop chop to my wordpress.

peepsie, read my wp too ;)

2009-11-07T01:51:00.003+08:00

guess what happened that caused me mia-ing?
(hint: try linking block nose can't sleep, with headache, fever, menses, and the above pictures ;) )

and look carefully, at the corner, there's this half-eaten panadol -.-
i wanted to take that, but thinking of it, i swallowed a full one.
i swear i fell asleep almost immediately after i laid on my bed
(and make sure my sisters are deep asleep before i faster turn off the air-con and move the fan in)

Nevertheless, i'm feeling much much better now ;)
after some 3 disgusting doses of flu powder thingy, panadol, and mocha IB <3

ONCE UPON A TIME.
There's this crazy man with a gun, walking on the street.
he grab a random passer-by and asked,
"WHAT IS 1 + 1 ?!"
and the man mumbled,
" t..ttw..tww...ttwwwoooo?"

BANG!

The crazy man killed the the poor passer-by.
Why?

2009-11-04T21:10:00.003+08:00

Few days ago.
finally understood how my phone's camera's macro function works.

and today.

my baby has arrived! <3
thou it took MUCH longer than i had expected,
but the lady was nice enough to wrap it up in bubble wrap for me (:
yay.

hectic weather, rain for less than 2mins, and it stopped.
within 5mins, the ground was dry again.
running nose :(
ngee ann should get its air condition clean more regularly man.

Pepper's the key

2009-11-04T01:20:00.003+08:00

was planning to sleep. but thought of blog-hopping a tiny bit first (:
and and!! i saw this on felicia's blog!

69. What is your first bestfriend's name?
Adeline Toh Ying Ying.

it was too long for my tired eyes so i kinda just scan thru and awwwwwwwwwwwwww (:
so sweet (;
<3
im wanna do that quiz thing too! hopefully when im not this occupied :(

1. Life Management Skills assignment 1 not done
2. Jap hw undone
3. Business Management project to think abt
4. Food and Beverage Tutorial due tmr

luckily my lesson starts at 12 tmr. phew.
and to think i sacrifice and controlled myself not to play with the rest of the walking market today.
i only completed 2points for LMS :(

hang in there, be strong strong strong.

The Last Waltz

2009-11-03T01:41:00.003+08:00

sounds familiar, but i dk where i heard it from :/
anyway. chnaged my pm ytd.

and rina was the first to comment on it.

there's more but i was too lazy to print screen and save again.
oh, and those jap words ytd meant friends and jiayou.
friends = those i've linked.
ask me thru msn.

i've got like a lot to type, but i forgot -.-

1. radinka came to sit with us in the lib today.

2. damn im working full day on sunday

3. thought i got scammed, but she was really nice ;)

4. was explaining to rina why i like imagining my own funeral, like AGAIN.

5. ronnietan's skills at preparing for surprises kinda deteriorate. BUT LOVE IT ANYWAY! so expected it after the second phone call. WHEE(: <3

6. one's more than enough actually, i should be contented long ago ;)

7. imagine own funeral imagine own funeral.

8. and men said that women don't mean what they say, 99% of the time. how true is that?

9. got so fucking distracted by that during the last 2.5 hours of work. DAHHHHH.

10. getting really sick of cartel's songs -.- i like those played in the kitchen thou (:

i want to learn to manage things well, manage time better ;)
see you tmr baoooo <3

first family photo <3

2009-11-01T23:26:00.004+08:00

ともだち: refer to my wordpress.

Goodluck to my peeps taking Alevel MT tmr.
esp Sylvia Liew! Felicia and Qi kohkoh.
がんばってね (:

dead beat

2009-11-01T02:21:00.003+08:00

1. girl dropped balloon behind seat -.-
2. 2 customers complaint.
3. i almost fell
4. i dropped the fucking heavy plate on the sink, scaring the auntie and myself -,-
5. knocked off at 11, when my shift ends at 10.30
6. ate dinner at 12
7. bus driver commented that i look like his cousin
8. saw a bird flew, knock on a wall at the opp bus stop, drop onto the ground this evening.
PS: it still didnt get up after i board the bus
9. boss, cant rmb his name, OHOH, raymond treated us to finger food + drinks today before work
10. Beauty Language is having SALE! why dont have my st ives eye gel? XC

2009-10-31T02:55:00.002+08:00

Spendings today
1. $0.50 on 100plus
2. $0.50 on 100plus
3. $1.90 on coffee oreo <3
4. $5.50 on foolscap (quantity x1 (wtf -.-))
5. $3.00 on a teeny weeny bday card to 'support low income ppl/ family idk' (felt so cheated -.-)

to think i didn't eat any shit in school today to save money -.-

284 <3

2009-10-30T16:59:00.002+08:00

i didn't notice the timing until i actually finished it.
yay (:

and serena, cut V hoh, no S.
\but i dont mind an A ;)

Random Pictures.

2009-10-30T01:18:00.004+08:00

I . N E E D . T O . S L E E P .

stress Stress STRESS S T R E S S

2009-10-29T00:14:00.004+08:00

let's hope everything gonna be fine.
i was smiling and laughing right before that.

tmr:
class from 9-4
work from 6.30 - 10.30
i want to finish clocking my hours so badly :(

to think i lost MIEC tb which is like AT LEAST 200pages thick.
where did i left it?
darn.

Happy 42nd Month Baby :D

2009-10-28T00:47:00.009+08:00

and we celebrated this old woman's 18th bday :D

too many pictures.
upload the rest when im really darn freeeeee.
chanchan! send me the rest from your camoolah :D

CHERI CHEN. SAVE ONE HELLO KITTY POLAROID FOR ME HOH.
preferably 1 blue one! :D

i can't believe all three of us overslept :x
kinda cui but funnnnnnnn! ;)

and it's past 12,
Happy 3 & 1/2 Years Darl! (:
see you tmrrr :D
<3

" we are enjoying ourselves to the fullest today untill this "A" person call and totally spoiled everything.

however we got into the happy mood very soon after one song.

cos she is totally worthless. hahaa. she's pathetic. to me.

she's just plain pathetic. "

taken from some blog.

Happy Birthday

2009-10-27T00:56:00.001+08:00

Cheri bom beri! (:

be happy okay!
little miss i-need-to-sleep-very-much stayed up for 2 hours to edit/ crop/ choose the pictures :(
i swear i took freaking long choosing pictures -.-
its 3am now.
and i have to wake up at 6.30am.
shit you :(
better be happy and love me more.
*i dont mind frequent treats to food :D*

2009-10-25T21:10:00.003+08:00

i'd always think a lot, when im bathing o.o

we always see couples walking ard,
but rarely see those really damn compatible ones, in terms of looks.
and people go. errrrrrrrrrr.
if the guy/ girl treat the other half good enough,
why should anyone complain?
they're fucking ain't in any place to judge anyway.

so the qn is.
if your other half cheated on you, would you give him/ her another chance?

just realised i didnt upload all these.
will do so tmr, for the rest.
i cant change my msn font :(

what ill manners.
kids now should just fuck off and die -.-

im really pissed,
1. you are darn irritating -.-
2. *the most irritating one* I CANT CHANGE MY MSN FONT XC
i need help D:

黑白配

2009-10-24T23:00:00.002+08:00

that stupid asshole was the only one that 'scolded' me like $#%$%^@##%^ times -.-
every bloody time i happened to be on the same shift with him -.-
to think he asked 'how are you' when he saw me today.
assholeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.
keep 'walau eh' me -.-
kbkbkbkbkbkb.
i need kim :(

and i think its the manager who treated us drinks today.
cranberry?
taste like something else but yummyyyyyyy.
good food made my day better (:
was too busy to even get plain water.

got kinder bueno for some kuku.
white one and the normal one.

i like eating kinder bueno while showering :D
but it melted like damn fast ._.

asshole search engines.

2009-10-23T22:15:00.005+08:00

and there's more -.-

and cheryl loves me o.o

IS was okay. made a new friend. and i hope this other girl is in my grp. pray pray pray, she's damn zaiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii. and is the second person after shaun lai that i know that have this forceful voice. gosh.

and first time after jap i'm having slight headache :/
miki sensei is talking wayyyyyyyyyyyy too fast when she speaks in jap.
like normal talking,
but when she's teaching, emphasizing new vocab, she'll slow down.
HENG.
i feel like dying being taught by a native jap speaker.
but in a good way, she's forcing us to learn.
have to digest like really fast, and quickly pay attention to the next line.

quite a number of classmates in my class have gotten jap name from their previous tutor.
when miki sensei asked if i have any preferred name or jap name.
i wanted to say momo so much,
just that..

Pics up for grab ;)

2009-10-22T21:36:00.009+08:00

bmgt was a joke today.
totally fooled around in class.
and fish bit me.
twice.
cause she was hungry.

i'm feeling weak, really weak, mentally.
itchy hands.
which idiot created search engines?
fuck it cause they're freaking powerful.
lyx

2009-10-21T23:43:00.008+08:00

she keep mimicking me! :@

Tuesday.
reached school at ard 8.45 am when school starts at 2 -.-
was late to celebrate yuhan's bday.
serens organised it i guess.
island creamary?
with mel, fang, shuan&friend.
ICE CREAM again!
omguiltyyyyyyyyyyy.

hang ard with yilin, minle and enwei at timah market and had dinner.
yiting had dance and lingyin had last min training :/
that kuku was darn slow and didn't even know that was supposed to be a surprise.
haha!

Today.
got really pissed with my sister.
i hope my mum was just kidding abt that.
cause im effing serious -.-
fucking calculative,
and i set pw for my lappy alr.
just in case some asshole uses it when im not ard again.
lalala (:

im happy:
cause cheri asked abt how was i doing (:

im feeling dissapointed:
cause i thought you would spare a thought for me,
i was supposed to be angry, and yes i am.
but my mind just couldn't stop looking for excuses for you.
i felt guilty, but i thought i should be angry, so whatever.

im even happier:
cause ronnietan is starting to sleep early (:
even earlier than me o.o

im feeling even worse:
at the thought of losing one best friend
the memories we had throughout these years will still be there,
but we'd lost the feeling of it now.
and i guess, for the rest of your life,
you won't even know i actually knew abt this.
at least we'll still be close-but-not-that-close-anymore friends.

Hope you like the bag yo.

2009-10-20T23:37:00.005+08:00

as expected.
bloody tired day.
could almost fall asleep during lecture with my eyes wide opened.

NP's IS office is really efficient.
my jap class is now on fridays.

i think..
my mind is starting to work faster.
like farmers working in a plot of land.
burying the past faster.
or is it just ~~her~~?
or her?
sigh.
somehow. i know you're gone.
at least i felt it.
if i didn't read see her, i won't be reminded to just random blog hop to her blog, and then read that post.
to think we were still having hell lots of fun a few days before it happened.
bye darling, goodbye.

and the list gets longer.
fuck ends with a KKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK

Warning, this is bloody long

2009-10-20T07:51:00.006+08:00

something happened last nights ard 2am.
and i was crying my way all the way till i dk when,
until i fell asleep,
my eyes are freaking puffy right now.

the phrase 好心做坏事 just happened to come into my mind ytd morning.
i was thinking who can i use it on?
aand, it was me.

the more you do & say, the higher the chances that you might be at wrong.
so im just gonna shut up right from this moment,
and stop 'helping to inform'
i don't want to spoil anyone's day ;)

its not just that part that hurts.
but the fact that she'd been your friend for a pretty long time.
one of those you would imagine her being your bride's maid when you walk down the aisle.
so im just worthless and pathetic right now.

and sadly. i could only tell ronnietan cause i don't think i can repeat this whole thing to anyone without breaking down.
but there are people whom you know,
you can show your weaker side too, and probably have seen you cry a dozen times.

those who were there to pick you back up when you fall, wipe your cut while you are sobbing away.
those who were there to pat your back and assure you it's gonna be alright, when the world turn against you.
those who were there to accompany you when you just break down all of a sudden, at some random traffic light.
those who were there to cry together at some random public place because you were pouring your hearts out.
those who were there to hug you and cry when you told them," thanks for being my friend."
those who were there to play you some retarded videos when you were just too stressed out.
those who were there to try to make excuses for others, just to make you feel better.

i know you guys are just a call away <3>you are gone.
i know deep inside. you are.

Udders (:

2009-10-19T23:16:00.007+08:00

Mel was working there.
so 20% discount off the bill (:
i supposed i can work there after i clock my 40hrs?
i dk. the uniform would be sucha waste.
but jurong seems to be too far away at times :(
anyway..

see those two dots?

one black, one white.
huge gap in between.
but fated to be dripped on the same table.
just like..
US! :D

i've got a SMALLLLLLL HEAD :D

we took 2, but my smile still looks fake i dk why :/

camwhore a lill before mel starts complaining abt her fringe

chanchan passed me the etude house mask, and these two towels.
the masks looks too big to be door gift.
and mel told me what happened actually.
whee but stupid girl, you know he spent $25.90 on each bottle?

i want to change my parting >:(

this stupid top doesn't have my size anymore :(

and we went to slack our butts off at mos burgaaar
and the cashier gave mel this number.

familiar? (:

i thought,
i was the only one who thought that you were much better in the past.
great minds think alike?

and this applies to more than 1 situation, more than 1 person.
sigh.

2009-10-18T23:00:00.001+08:00

look at that scary amount of fishes on my leg o.o

was damn afraid that i will be late for work.
end up im still earlier -.-
and i think i really burnt a huge amount of fats alr.
been standing for 5 and a half bloody hours.
until i finally get to sit.

someday.
i swear im really gonna eat cafe cartel.
the irritating waffle just smell so damn damn damn niceeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee D:
rah.
i planned what i wanna eat alr *wink*
1. St Louis Pork Ribs (i dk how to eat this. but this look&smell omgggggggggg)
2. Banana and Peach Waffle
i swear i dk how much both cost -.-
i didn't look at the freaking price okay.
i think the waffle is ard 7+? :/
rah, who cares.
gonna find some stupid and lame excuse and treat myself a nice meallllllllll :D

free time from 1-6 tmr :/
siannnnnnnnn.
I SCREAM????? :D:D:D:D:D
and gossipppppppppppppppp :D

note to cheri and serena.
your hard disk is still with me :x
your beads are still with me :x

ohoh! chanchan got some masks for me.
sho swiit horszxxsxzxs
lurb youuuuuuuu :D:D:D
and mel have 20% discount for udders :D

291A

2009-10-17T22:00:00.002+08:00

i had so so so sooooooo much fun today :D
except the part where i had 4hours of sleep and got up at 6.30am.
i thought we would have limited topics to talk abt.
but we were still the 2 little chatterbox-es after all.
hahaha!
shall go singing next time ;)

even thou its been ard 4years+++(is it?) since we last met,
i can still feel that
OI FELICIAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!
feeling.
hohohoho.

how we used to meet to go to school tgt.
that stupid overhead bridge.
you running down to my hse almost everyday after school.
me sending you back to 15th storey.
awwwwwwwwwwwww~
i like today :D

and you finally told me what you wanted to say 7years back on the overhead bridge~
and i thought i would never get to tell you abt that.
hahahaaa.

Back to square 2

2009-10-16T22:00:00.000+08:00

sighs.
brain dead much?
luckily
1. i have work tmr to stop myself from thinking too much
2. im meeting felicia tmr (:
3. school starts at 11 and ends at 1 on monday.
4. my darlings will be back on 18th (:

i think im having pms.
like what happyitshere predicted.
and im advised to:
schedule a facial, or try out a relaxing mask at home.

im feeling really i-dk-ness
i think i need mr kuku's smile.
preferably some retarded actions directed by ronnietan too.
oh god.

2009-10-15T18:55:00.000+08:00

http://nptr01.blogspot.com for pictures ;)

woke up late today -.-
12.40 pm
sighs.

Its starts with a M

2009-10-14T01:43:00.001+08:00

chalet was hell lots of fun :D
okay, maybe not that exciting, but the people there makes it fun.
eg: me.
hoho.
will update when im back from work tmr 6:

why the person never reply me onesxzzsss D:
people! kindly upload the pictures on the class blog okay?
thangkiuuuuu

Scramble YMCA, what do you get?

2009-10-12T23:16:00.002+08:00

OMGOMG!
this picture is like when..?
sec4 right?!
ATC! Adventure Training Camp/ Adeline Toh Camp :D:D:D:D
i dont have this in my lappy D:
but i know i have it printed somewhere alr! :D
have to go up your hse some day to kope all our pictures hokay?

and i kinda hate ronnietan right now.
WHERE GOT PPL FORGET THE YEAR DE HUH?!
AND HE WANTS TO THROW AWAY ALL MY KITTY COLLECTION D:
i wanna throw mr kuku at him so much right now.
but mr kuku don't want to hurt himself leh :/
hmmpfh.

2009-10-12T02:42:00.002+08:00

work was tiring, but good. burn more fats man.
and filled with.. thoughts of food.
damn damn damn damn hungry D:
had dinner at what 11.30pm?

tired till i forgot to go up to mehmeh's to get the charger -.-
gonna borrow it from ronnietan tmr.
sian, how come i never thought of it in the first place -.-

dinner with 4B tmr, and TR01 chalet.
someone bring poker cards lehhhhhhhhhh!
i edited the pictures to post alr.
but im belly tired right now.
i wanna pompom and ohoh alr.
whee.

see me in 3 days' time ;)

thanks for seeing me home today (:

Happy 4th Anniversary Laoporr <3

2009-10-11T11:10:00.001+08:00

rmb our 11 November date okay?
die also must meet.
1 min also must!
i booked you since last year!
im gonna kill you if you go MIA :D
lurb youuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu <3

6Loyalty

2009-10-10T23:59:00.000+08:00

thou there was some probs.
we still had fun today! :D:D:D
pics up when im free and not dead beat ;)
these two up first,
off to pompom and work!

Work was okay (:

2009-10-09T02:28:00.001+08:00

1. People were really nice.
even the cook treated me drinks
thou the manager wasn't as nice as he was during the interview.
don't like him
and the cashier as well, bad tempered

2. Few mistakes here and there
serving the wrong dishes to Table48 when i was supposed to serve it to Table43
forgetting Set A is out of stock etc

3. The people there thought i was those englishy kiddo
they were surprised by the fact that i replied 冰箱 when xiangxiang asked me if i know where to put the butter back.
i think it's because i kept speaking in english all the way

4. Everyone besides the manager, cashier, and 2 other waiters (whom i supposed english is better) calls me yingying.

5. Treat myself to Takoyaki after work :D

very excited abt tmr's outing :D
and i was nice enough to get another lappy case thou i had like 3 at home ><
mum asked and i just gave some crap reasons ><

my legs are aching and still swollen from those mosquitoes' bites :(
boohoooo XC

2009-10-08T18:03:00.002+08:00

wheee. im back :D
will blog more after i get those pics into my com.
took more pictures of ramdom stuffs 'cause i wasn't in a camera mode/ mode :/
sleepover~
i like :D

6 - 8 October

2009-10-08T01:56:00.000+08:00

Our dinner for the first day (:
Naked Fish! :D
yumyummmmmm

took 970 to Marina,
was planning to go to Marina Barrage.

and darnit, the next stop, after i took this picture, we saw MISS ONG.
west spring's DM.
and i was texting ronnietan, miss ong! cause he's head was down.
i thought he was trying to hide.
he keep asking should we say hi?
and yaa he did -.-
after much of us peeking over, and she looking over.
and she still rmbs him, i was busy acting busy and looking away ><
brrrrrrrrrrr, hair stands.

We got lost, and i hate the feeling of being lost.
and i suggest we head over to Marina.
Melodies from Prize Stage

caugth Cloudy With A Chance Of Meatballs to kill time.
3D!
we wasted $29 on this -.-

while waiting for 700A

in time for the last bus! yayyyyy!

was teaching him how to use those machines near the void deck, and momo came along.
we kinda talked to her a little before heading home.

mr kuku! i swear he looks a hundred times cuter in real life (:

went to si ma lu to pray, burger king for dinner, haji lane to find our kite

and we're there! finally -.-

our kite, i think its's either some insect or a bird :/
and that idiot actually wanna donate our kite (after we got tired of it) to those morons whose kite can't fly/ dk how to fly XC

i know how to fly a kite alr. or maybe it was the tornado in indonesia or the delta kite :/
anyway, the pictures are quite blur, because
1. the wind was really strong
2. ppl's hands tired from flying too much kite okay -.- *serious*

he was supposed to be behind flying the kite in the middle picture :/

this is the play area, we were kinda washig our feet there as well. thanks to the amount of sand + dust accumulated while we were waiting for the bus.

the mosquitoes there are darn evil :( the bites are the normal ones x5 D: 4 on my left leg, 9 on my right. now they have become pig trotters :( and it's burning.

i was craving for bbq chicken wings, but all we could think of is macmac's Mcwings. and we ordered a whole lot of other stuffs besides that,
so we had late supper + movies
Coraline! i think its scary ._.

anyway, we were planning to watch 2 movies. but i was too tired -.-
so we, no I packed the table and went to bed.
this time, i slept quite fast :D

ronnietan made the same complaints in the morning like
1. i was snoring *i swear its my nose, even cheri knows its my nose :( *
2. i was pushing/ kicking him :/
and he dropped cinna and his pillow.
hahahaha! i kinda got woke up by that a lill, and went to bed agn.
sorry ._.

Lurb you (:

was it a dedication or just a place for you to express your feelings?
i didn't want to be reminded of it as well.
it happened right after i found macmac's contact.

This pic

2009-10-05T20:45:00.002+08:00

2 person told me it looks like a barbie doll alr.
one of them is my childhood friend! :D
having a date with felicia on 17oct!
YAY!
so excited XD

im very lazy to pack D:
omggggg.
i wish all my stuffs will just fly into my bag themselves~
sian!

the need to..

2009-10-05T03:33:00.004+08:00

poopoo -.-

this is actually much prettier if you were there. my camera lens not wide enough okay.
i didn't know bp have such chio view of the highway.
its pretty windy as well.
fly kite fly kite~

battling with this monster ytd while watching show on my lappy.
used my pillow to whack it, and it flew on to mummy's neck.
and she stared at me for quite some time after that ._.
sorry lohhhhh.
hehheh! :D

covered it with some newspapers, but i guess it crawl out when i wasn't looking.

*not very interested in it anyway -.- *

good news:

cheri quit np db like finallyyyyy

bad news:

she's gonna join some other db team outside :/

cheri, no matter what your decision is, we'll always support you kay.

1. if you get into some business courses, good. cause we can all teach you maaaa :D

admit it la, you'll need help

hahahhaa.

2. if you decided to learn make up, you can help me when i get married. WAHAHAHA.

3. if you decided to be taitai, i can acc you for highhhhhhh teaaaa.

wheeeeee.

i plan hao hao for you liao *wink*

oh ya, your stupid msn cannot view emoticon -.-

not even my cute macmac D:

mel! sorry i didn't manage to chat with you online today :x

hehhehh~

i had to get dinner after i bath maaaaa :D

next time laa :D

serena! pao niu is jio girls okay?

hahahahaha!

i wish you'll keep your promises,

on a happier note, heard from fish i only got 2 shifts ;)

one on friday. 11.30 - 3.30

one on saturday. 6-10

what happened to the min 4 shifts per week? o.o

FUCK. sat i meeting pri sch friends right?

damn it, i thought i called to say i'm not free alr loh?

now i hope fish gave me the wrong info.

i'm gonna push it no matter what.

siao! i called alr right, not that i never inform them.

Before 2AM

2009-10-03T04:15:00.000+08:00

seriously, she's not that tall, she was wearing heels + tipping toes!

cheater! Xb

Happy Birthday

2009-10-02T20:50:00.003+08:00

Amanlia Toh!

drag her down to harborfront today with me after her exams.

taught her how to camwhore.

still cmi -.-

pics up tmr ;)

2009-10-01T16:51:00.005+08:00

Somewhere, over the rainbow, way up high.
There's a land that I heard of Once in a lullaby.
Somewhere, over the rainbow, skies are blue.
And the dreams that you dare to dream
really do come true.

shucks, i woke up at 2.30pm
dell call centre closes at 5pm.
i only got 2.5 hrs to remind myself to call dell.
ya, you think i can rmb meh D:

anyway, i feel like going out on oct2.
and come back home for dinner.
maybe send my darling for repair.
mama bought appple strudels!
(L)(L)(L)

My day

2009-09-30T23:51:00.008+08:00

1. Interview.
- timed myself to be out before 1.30 and reach IMM ard 2.30 to 3
- *FAILED*
- was out at 2.15, reached IMM at ard 3.30
- managed to get the job *wink*
- melmel! you can try the one at plaza sing (:
- the manager was quite a nice guy like what fish told me (:
- called mama immediately after the interview, told her the good news :D
- the manager never ask me to wipe off my nail polish! YAYYYYYYYYYYY!

2. Gym.
- gymming with chanchan.
- I WAS EARLY OKAY,
- supposed to meet at 5, and i reached school at what, 4.47 PM? :D:D
- wanted to take bus to interchange to take MRT, then 184
- then i saw 52. if not i'd SURE COMFIRM CHOPCHOP be lateee~
- heng ahhhhhhh.
- did some light workout, we were chatting a lot more :x
- pompom and TALK more!
- gossip some random crushes stuffs
- the takoyki stall and zesty tomato closed before i could get any food :(
- conversation of the day: scene starts as toh and serena chats while waiting for bus

Toh: eh, your bus here alr
Serena: *continues chatting*
Toh: *stares*
Serena: OH OH! my bus here alr!
Toh: -.-
Serena: byyebyeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
Toh: bye~
Serena: see you!
Toh: see you!
Serena: when uh?
Toh: i don't know leh!? HAHAHAHA!
Serena: HAHAHAHA!

3. Meet Ronnietan
[TOTAL HOURS CLOCKED IN FOR SLEEPING/ TOTALY CHALET TIME] = 5/45 hours
- this poor guy only managed to sleep for another few hours before i woke him up for dinner :(
- talk abt some stupid FS stuffs :( sighhhh

4. Chat with mama
- mama tried talking to my sister
- and she told mum "you don't know what she's really like" WALAU EH!
- mama told me smth DAMN INTERESTING and strangely made sense :s

moma: your uncle tan uh, ask me, why give birth to 3, not 2, or even 1? actually there's a reason..
me: what reason?
moma: you think i so free and have damn lots of money to give birth to another one is it?!
me: uh then?
moma: you see huh,
1 kid, everyday face computer, arbo jiu go out face friends, like your uncle tan that daughter, you think the family will bond meh?
2 kids, they quarrel, talk to who? friends right? their mindset is like "this kind of things, don't need to tell mummy de". the first time they find friend, second time also find friend, when will family come into mind?
3 kids, 2 quarrel, 1 be listening ear, A quarrel with B, one of them will be on good terms with C, take turns to be listening ears, chances of ALL quarrelling at the same time, veryyyyyyy low. at least they are still bonding, in a strange way but yes. at least they will still think of looking for their family members to talk to when they quarrel with one and another.
IF NOT YOU THINK ISO FREE GIVE BIRTH TO 3 UH?!
me: HAHAHAHHAHA.

Moral of the story:
- I was born cause my parents wanted kids.
- My sister was born, cause i need people to quarrel with.
- My youngest sister was born, because i need an listening ear.
yay me! *clap clap whoo*

random:

few days before:

Happy Birthday

2009-09-30T00:18:00.000+08:00

Vanessa!

TR01 loves you :D

awwwww :( gonna go to imm for interview tmr.

sianxzxsszxsssszxssszx ttm times 28 to the power of 4 -.-

gymming with serena after that, and meeting that sleepy head (:

have been quarrelling with my sister A LITTLE too often -.-

i don't understand why she's so fucking lazy

mum tried to convince me, she's just a kid, she doesn't know how impt money is.

ya right -.- but she's my mum, so i kept quiet and do what i do best (at least i think it is :s ).

change subject~~~~~~~~

she definitely didn't get distracted, but she knows i don't wanna talk abt it alr.

sometimes, i like it that she knows me a little too well :D

spent $25.10 at watsons today.

to think i didn't get ANYTHING on my shopping list.

okay, no cotton on tee for me :(

my shopping list:

1. ST Ives eye stress gel

2. Hair Spray Refill

3. CC? Mascara

4. Shampoo (herbal essence or asience?)

5. Masks

6. TXX Mask

i swear all these have been up here for months alr,

especially item number1 -.-

and i have alr spent $38 + $25.10

but i bought none of these -.-

shucks.

think this is a good reason for me to work too :/

please hire me,

for the sake of cash and more importantly (technically) my stupid module -.-

i still don't understand why must we work -.-

sianszxszzxsxzsxzszxzsxzzxzzsxz

AND AND AND.

PLEASE DON'T MAKE ME WIPE OFF MY NAIL POLISH AND I'LL LOVE YOUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU

ps: i love korean apparels! ok, random much.

2009-09-29T01:29:00.000+08:00

was looking thru my previous blog post.
and i was looking at the pictures.
then, i saw this o.o

i thought enwei and i look quite alike in this pic,
okay, i should stop staring at it,
maybe thats why some ppl tend to mix us up :/

2009-09-28T18:53:00.006+08:00

edited.
i cant wait to fly kite, lie on the grass, and stare at the stupid stars :D
wah, im damn lo-mantic right :D

"AND ADELINE TOH NV THANK ME ON HER BLOG FOR GETTING THE SUPER HARD TO FIND ZA PORE THINGY :B

i dont mind getting for an early christmas present, LOL you want?"

wheeeeeeeeeeeee :D
seriously its super hard to get, i went like more than 5 watsons, and all they tell me is "O-U-T-OF-S-T-O-C-K"

you know how heartbreaking that is?!?!?!?!

so now im gonna thank MELISSA LING PEI-LING for getting it for me. as an early x'mas gift! :D
*notice there's a dash between pei & ling? i never forget hoh! :D*
"Okay, needa go sleep before i faint (adorably)"

*pukes*

imagine yourself, thinking you're texting with this 17yr old teen, and it turns out to be her mother.
HAHAHAHAHA.
what a joke.
sissy and i cant stop laughing.
so malu -.-
HAHAHA!

+
sun
=

i wonder what chya doing :/

Happy 41st Monthsary!

2009-09-27T02:28:00.000+08:00

past 12 alr.\
i was counting, i thought i counted wrongly :x
hehhhhh.
how time fliesssssssssssss

this was what i was wearing today.

and, cotton on is having this sale, you know i can't resist sales :(
so i pick 3 tees.
ignore the inner tank, it looks good from the front and back, but weird on the sides

this is quite low i have to pull the sides to make it look like an off shoulder -.- pretty troublesome, but i dont have a shirt that is this colour :/

i like this but i have a yellow top thou.

i decided i should only get two, so i put one back,
then before queuing, i thought i should only get one.
then while queuing, i put the other one back -.-
sian! i got many other stuffs to buy, i should getting things that is not on my list.
rah :( pick one for me leh :(

anyway, i like my nails (:

me: help me pour water leh.
sister: no! go pour youself
me: nails not dryyyyyyyy~ chiu sheeeeeeee~~~~~~ *pouts*
sister: arghhhhh! i hate you
what an good excuse eh :D

met ronnietan at ard 1, cause some idiots slept damn early.
like 8plus 9am in the morning :/
fell asleep while waiting for him to get up.
had a nightmareeeeeeeeeeeee D:
woke him up and grumble, and he uh huh abit here and there and went back to sleep :/
i think he thought he's dreaming.
hahahah!
i wanna sleep till damn late tmr!

Drink 500ml of water everyday at 1pm - Men's Health
ps: you think i wanna read men's health meh, i got nth better to do after i got up from my MOR-LENG mare :/

gonna make everything short and sweet.
fuck, all those i type gone -.-
got honey lemon from ZTP while buying wheat grass for mama.
damn thirsty.
me: mummy, you use that 'shi feng tang' to make honey lemon is it?
mummy: how you know?
me: smart maa, okay, tmr i go get lemon, i make it myself

'cause quite some weeks ago..
sister: mummy, you veryyyyy long never cook honey lemon for us liao hoh
mummy: fridge got space is it? cook liao put on your bed uh?
us: :(

1 bottle should be hokay right :D
doesn't take up a lot of space~
wheeeeeeeeeeeee. sure belly nice (:

ps: i think mel's gonna kill me :/
me: then house? :(
mel: how. not house, not hows. omg
me: :( house?
mel: how. lol. must learn!
me: hokie
mel: OKAY. wle -.-
me: hahahahaha
mel: faints

I'm gonna

2009-09-26T23:11:00.003+08:00

1. get that stupid tea real soon
2. quit eating sausages, i know, its one of my fav :( but its unhealthy D:
*maybe im gonna eat it once in a while*
3. eat fried food twice a week.
4. 3 meals per day, no supper -.-\
*i'm eating curry maggie now, last last last time liao ><*
5. change my parting after my fringe grows longer
6. i was lighter, aim for 46!

im so so so so so tired D:
yawns.

shucks, who knows he's such a weirdo?
wtf. so disgusting,
ronnietan! i swear he has a girlfriend/wife/what-so-ever alr.
i'll show you tmr! remind meeeeeeeeeeee :D
gross! D: